#0205
Obviously, i am tho busy to write evrything that happen in my life. Not that important, just telling you guys that i'm busy with freaking assignment whom never gonna leave me alone till graduate. . . . so, i'm finally 21 on May 2! Yeay, c'mon guys please be happy with me lol :p Nothing great happen to me on birthday just got a lot of wishes from facebook friends and through sms tho. Thank you guys for remember my birthday eventhough some of you didn't knew me :3 A lot of love from me xoxo
So, i have an isue that i fight only by myself no one knew hahah. this happen like two weeks ago. i'm so pissed off with my english lecturer that mad at me just because i am not talking and fight on class debate. HELLO, MY GROUP WASN'T ONLY ONE WHO DIDN'T TALK. A BUNCH OF YOUR STUDENT ALSO JUST KEEP SILENT IN FRONT OF YOU. THEY STAY AT FRONT DOESN'T MEAN THEY HAVE INTEREST ON THE DEBATE. I do focus on our class debate, i want to talk about my point but my point was for other side lol i just can't suddenly go across to join other side in the middle of debate. well, just keep quite please. you know nothing urghhh. . . . . . fight for justice lmao hahah
p/s: i might update after 845703 months.
xoxo,
Jae
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Assalamualaikum C:I haven't update for some quite time. As usual, internet connection is not really good since i have download running man eps 133 and its got limit already, how lah T-T also got some assignment for art subject seriously, i don't really like making art lol but i have to :c Okay enuff about that, i'm using my BB1M already! Oh yeahh, bought some books that i want and for my friend tho. Most of the novel is so asdfghjkl perfect and cute though Hihi. I would love to re-read again since i'm the type who not gonna read the same novel 5671238 times but i will if the novel is cool wei.
- Suamiku, Encik Perfect 10!
- Hikayat Cinta Si Pematah Hati
- Sebelum Aku Bernikah (Motivation)
- Suamiku tak romantik tapi austik
And i also just order 2012 Infinite Concert | 3D Movie Second Invasion [EVOLUTION] - Limited Vers & Infinite 2013 Calendar!ヽ(๏∀๏ ) Ohmygucci, this two cost me so much! ;A; And Infinite comeback tho on March! Yes, this month! I wonder how much will it cost me sobs. me is broke! I actually planning to order some more but thinking about the cost. . .٩(×̯×)۶ lemme faint oh uh. Oh, actually infinite make a concert yesterday called INIFNITE RALLY! Seriously, korean inspirit is just soooooo lucky, they have so much luck ;w; some of them got infinite personal thing tho and yes! the goods is mystery box, i just hope they will sell it, i need to buy it! And i want the most is hard to get asdfghjkl yep, the guy under this is the one i really want (*´д｀*) aren't he's look manly and adorable at the same time, oh uh wae wae wae. lets just marry together baby ლ(╹◡╹ლ) Okay enuff, i'll stop here. Lemme make a infinite wishlist ∞
Ppyong!~ ♥
- Infinite - 2012 INFINITE Concert [Second Invasion] in Seoul
- 인피니트 (Infinite) - INFINITIZE SHOWCASE
- INFINITE-H - Fly High
- BTD - Infinite
- Nothing's Over - INFINITE
- INFINITE-INSPIRIT
Ppyong!~ ♥
Muahhhhhhh yeol baby :*
Kereta itu.
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Masih aku ingat peristiwa aku mengalirkan air mata hanya
pada sebuah kereta yang tidak seberapa. Ah! Mampu memiliki sebuah kereta pada
zaman tu sudah pasti membanggakan diri aku kerana dengan kereta kami sekeluarga
dapat pergi ke mana sahaja. Sebenarnya memiliki sebuah kereta menunjukkan
kemewahan. Itu yang terpahat di minda aku. Kereta proton saga yang dibeli oleh
abahku sebelum diri aku lahir lagi. Mungkin di tahun 1991. Sudah terlalu lama. Kereta proton saga itu yang banyak membawa kenangan. Kerja abah dan umi sebagai guru sekolah rendah di seberang laut sana, Tawau, Sabah amat memberkas dihati. Melihat kedua abah dan umi memerah keringat untuk mengajar anak bangsa walaupun sedikit. Ya, hari guru adalah hari paling bahagia buat sang guru yang selama ini menerangi kegelapan. Itu hanya pepatah. Guru adalah lebih dari itu.
Sudah, aku sudah menyimpang jauh dari nostalgia lama yang aku kenang. Ya, kereta proton saga itu telah berbakti selama umur ku sehingga tahun 4 ku kira. Abah telah membeli kereta baru, kereta wira. Hati keriangan kerana akhirnya dapat merasai menaiki kereta baru. Tapi disaat abah menyatakan kereta proton saga itu akan dijual pada teman rapatnya, aku jadi bersedih. Tidak tahu mengapa, mungkin kerana memori bersamanya kali. Mungkin. Aku menangis disaat ku menaiki kereta baru. Tiada orang tahu akan isi hati aku ketika itu.
Teman rapat abah akhirnya membawa pergi kereta itu. Kereta itu yang memberi memori. Apabila ku tahu bahawa teman rapatnya abah, tinggal tidak jauh dari situ, aku kefikiran mungkin benar keputusan yang abah buat. Itu kerja orang dewasa, kenapa harus aku mencelah. Kenapa? Kerana aku masih lagi dapat melihat kereta itu walaupun aku tidak lagi dapat menaikinya. Alangkah seronoknya hati walaupun hanya dengan melihat kereta itu dari jauh. Kini kereta itu tiada lagi, berpindah tuan buat kali keberapa aku jua tidah tahu.
Tapi aku sentiasa mencari-cari walaupun aku tidak tahu dimana. Hanya aku dapat mohon agar tuan barunya dapat menjaganya walaupun kereta itu sudah tua, terlalu tua usianya. 22 tahun sudah usianya. Ah, ini menyebabkan aku terfikir akan umurku. Aku juga sudah menginjak dewasa. Rindu sekali zaman kanak-kanak. Zaman kanak-kanak sekarang sudah lain, lain sekali.
Akan aku selit gambar memori bersama kereta itu kemudian.
Gloomy.
Assalamualaikum.Black white mean me is sad eventhough ma face didnt show it :c i dont want to leave ma sweet home. ㅛㅛㅠㅠㅠ seriously, i don't really want to leave my home ever since i start stduying at umk. And now i'm staying at new hostel around new campus in the jungle lol i said eh, no kedai runcit or whatever shop you want, just no. I need to go to city with le'bus. What a sad life. I just miss my home and bed so much now. And yeahh, my cat tho. Parents? Don't say, i have start missing them since a week ago. Its a mess! with such a small room and bathroom tho. Cis, i should just stay at old hostel. They get better home at there. But i need to be grateful. Only four month! You got 3 months holiday after that. Yeay . . . . . Fighting for the future :c Pray for me. Thanks Allah, i got good connection or else idk what to do anymore. . . . . . . .what? bye
i wanna go out with my adik again :c i miss you tho adik!